Her Lonely Thought

she was done with the dishes n had her sips of laban up while she watched her favorite movie Something Borrowed…after that was over she took out the trash n looked at the sky n contemplated why she felt all her life she was being watched by some thing or some one? she thought to her self could it be my grandparents who were reborn as the stars or could it be the moon as she was left by the sun so she was looking at a lonely gal who had been left by the guy as he walked away from the lonely gal with a smile n bye because she was just a random girl to him and to her, he was the guy who hid his goodness under a fake face that he portrayed to all.

She laid down on her empty couch as  the whole city had slept while she stayed awake wondering will he come for me ever or was he my false alarm?

So a voice whispered sleep calm my child do what is to be done in the present and the future will not disappoint you.

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HER WONDERLUST

Right when she thought to herself that nothing can go wrong and its almost over, she caught a glimpse of him. She got stuck and din’t realize the feeling she had for him at that moment! So, she thought there isn’t anything! She knew he was her breath that took her further to live and she tried all the things she ever wanted just because the thought of him motivated her to change and brought about the want to be good enough for him.

But nothing had began as she thought in her mind because he was protecting her from his guilt so it never ended her thought what he had in his mind for her? Was it the.. like?disgust? judgment?

All she knew was as he walked away slowly… .. her thoughts about him dint walk away..

So she lived with his thoughts forever just in the hope of him becoming a man and then wanting her to be his. That wonder if he’d come, made her want to live longer and longer.

She’l never be further away as she awaits to see him grow into the man he is capable of being….

THEIR LIFE TOGETHER NEVER STARTED TO END!

Sometimes Self worth Is Important Than Consoling Others!

I used to think to myself making others happy was important even if u had to sell yourself short! But years after giving away the pain from life that I endured, i realize if I’ve sold myself short, then my pain is looked upon with pity. Now when i look back i learn that the pain we endured is for us to keep in mind and to figure out the moral of all of it. It’s important that you don’t talk about what trauma that u went through but to share what you got out of it.

The pain is yours and the strength u used to stand up and face it is for the world to learn from you. Maybe your strength may inspire them!

Don’t Consider Wealth As Health.

Many times it is conceived if a person has money then all problems are solved.. but is that the truth that the life has to offer? or the society has to offer?

People who long for money has a way looking at their struggles only solution to be money but the truth is if money wasn’t their struggle so will something else…Being a wealthy person isn’t the solution to majority problem as a wealth person straggles in a higher level but will not be visible to the rest because all they see is what they don’t have being in the wealthy hands.

So, the truth that I perceive out of all this is healthy with wealth or wealthy with health, either way there isn’t anyone with both in its pure state i.e you will never be wealthy and happy unless you were hardworking your struggle without judgments or complaints…

I would rather live healthy than wealthy…because i shall not fear that my health be taken away like my wealth may taken away…

Light from a broken heart is the survival for others than itself

A broken heart is the significance of  pain… but your heart is breaking open for something new…it should not be to limit you in life it should be written in the book of experiences and shared…life is like a candle n experiences are the fire..every time we are lite by fire we get hurt so we should stay lite n bring light to other ..don’t stay away from fire if it hurts channel the pain n blow up the flame into a brighter one.

Funny Way Of God Giving Us What We Want ?

She walked past the crowds on that new year fireworks & celebrations when couples were caressing , laughing  drinking to new year resolutions but then as she walked she saw him in the crowd .. She just wished why not this guy…God be fair n let me fall in love with a guy like him every morning as i wake up.. n i hope this guy would stick with me to make me fall in love with him n turn old together.She met with an accident that caused her to short term memory loss that new year night..they were drunk teenage guys n so thought the world no more she lived normal..

3 YEAR’s LATER….

alarm rings and she wakes to a guy smiling at her with breakfast .. but she doesn’t remember…suddenly an audio play’s.. right after the alarm..Dear Ana god made your dream come true god gave you the guy from that new year night and he will make you fall in love with him every morning as he loves everything about you… n he says : i love you…so she smiles..

so her prayer to fall in love with the guy every morning came true….. Just funny things god does….sometimes a pain sometime it shows how strong love is….

That love exist’s if u choose to make it exist together!

All you need is to pray,believe and try….

To the couples trying…..n to the once who are confused and doubtful..

Be The Author Of Your Own Story …

 When you are asked to make choices…the result would be:  what is that i need the right or the wrong? And in the end you tend to short list it to either what would make the other people happy or yourself?… OR.. how can i use this decision to make myself happy without effecting anyone else? SO, then you start hunting for the applicable choice discussing with people trying to get it from peoples experience…But what we forget is that those experienced people have gone through several roads and we can use our mind to reach our destination not their mind to reach their destination.

We always knew what we wanted.. we are just afraid to make mistakes and find out… Take the risk if u know your not wrong or even if you have the slightest thought it will lead to happiness coz everybody deserves little happiness ! Because we already know the answers to our question! Let yourself do the decision making not another experienced person because only then what you speak would be a true story molded by your life experience and only that would gain you the joy of telling your story.

Don’t just keep reading and ask the experienced writers to write your story…Instead write your story and make them read it! Whats the fun if you cant be the author of your own story?